*Repost* A journey called “Life”.

A new beginning – Transition

For once, I woke up with my face wet. Tears were still flowing and it was hard to stop it. Eventually it stopped and I realized that this is part of my journey. 

A lot of things happen lately but there is always a saying. Things don't in life don't end, it's just a new start in life..

I faced some negative issues in life but I hope I will be able to go through it soon. I guess it's just a transition period right now. The feelings that I am going through is something that I have not gone through before.

People change houses but their homes remained but for me, it's a different issue. I moved but I have lost my home as well. As much as I feel that I am very independent but I still feel lost. I ain't sure how I should react or what I should do. And the truth is, it was a big blow to me.

I went to U.K. myself, stayed alone myself for months and I was without friends for weeks and I manage to go through all that but at the end of the day, I knew I could come back to a home. Now, it's no longer there. I don't have  a place to call my own and my guess is that, it's gone for good. 

This issue have been on my mind for the past few days and I was wondering how should I handle it. I needed plenty of attention and support, I don't think I look as strong as I look, after-all I am mortal and all mortal have their weaknesses. Sometimes attention and support come in different ways and luckily  I got lots of support from my friends.

They say that bad stuff happen all at once and I do agree on that but no matter what happen, we have to be strong and faced what-ever fate has in store for us. At the end of the day, we still have a long way to go and we can't possibly be depressed throughout our life.

Sometimes I wonder to myself, did I do anything wrong to deserved all the bad things in life and I realized that everything happen for a reason and I believe that all these will truly prepare myself mentally for anything. I can't possible face anything worse. 

(I miss home-cook food, I miss my own lousy cooking and I miss my home, unfortunately all those are gone but I will create my own of everything soon...)